When I sometimes spend as much time as I do not learning more about the new guy interests I have I feel depressed and discouraged because I am needing the sense of belonging I get when I talk to guys and share their interests because I value such connections. Would I be willing to plan to watch at least one movie or listen to at least one new band tomorrow and take it from there?

would I be willing to put at least one application somewhere like stew leonards?

When I see pictures of UFC fighters that are (not in very good shape) that have bigger muscles
than I do and doing complicated karate moves I feel depressed & discouraged because I am needing reassurance that people in my environment will express encouragement and that their will be more high-quality lower-sugar healthy food than unhealthy food in my environment that will promote health & fitness. Therefore I'd like to try to plan to try the MMA free-trial & UFC fitness video game to see if it increases my productivity towards these goals.

what am I telling myself thats making me angry, that lorraine and leanna and others are trying to make me feel jealous of buff bagwell, & hollywood stars est. That is a diagnosis. Take more responsibility for your thoughts. When I recall what lorraine said to me I feel resentful, bitter, & angry because I used to feel jealous of buff bagwell, est. & I am worried that when I hear statements like you never had a sexual encounter est. I might feel jealous again.

When I imagine myself w/ a lot of guy friends i fell depressed and discouraged bc i am needing reassurance that i will have enough common interests w/ them that they'll want to hang out w/ me on a regular basis.