I cannot recall relationships ever making me happy.
instead of relationships have never made me happy.


I'd really like to be more aware of relationships, masculinity, and certain types of athleticism.



When I spend more time on the computer & in my head daydreaming than I do on the activities I'm assigned (I chose to do rather than I have to do) I feel dissapointed and depressed because I have a need for efficiency and to be respectful in my agreements with others.

boy do I feel jealous when I see characters like don jon I'd really like to be more aware of men him and the qualities that he has in myself. It would be real easy to start. I'd like to plan to spend more time doing activities like MMA to try to